Chapter 8

The next few months flew by.
We turned the spare bedroom into the most perfect nursery you’ve ever seen.
Soft yellow walls.
White furniture.
A crib that had been mine as a baby.
My dad refinished it.
Spent weeks sanding and painting until it was perfect.
Emily and Liam picked out tiny clothes.
Tiny socks.
Tiny shoes.
So small they made me laugh.
I bought every children’s book I could find.
The same ones I’d read to Emily.
Plus a hundred more.
I was going to read to that little girl every single night.
Just like I’d done for her mom.
The foundation kept growing.
We opened three more shelters across the state.
Hired more staff.
Helped more families.
My military program was being adopted by bases all over the world.
Other countries were even asking how we did it.
Wanting to copy our model.
It was bigger than I’d ever dreamed.
Bigger than just me and Emily.
It was a movement.
And it was only getting started.
Emily worked right up until her eighth month.
Refused to slow down.
“I’m pregnant, Mom,” she’d laugh when I told her to rest.
“Not disabled. I’ve got work to do.”
But she was tired.
And her feet swelled.
And Liam and I finally had to gang up on her.
Make her take a month off before the baby came.
She complained.
But she did it.
And I think she secretly enjoyed it.
Sitting in the nursery.
Folding tiny clothes.
Talking to her belly.
Telling the baby all about the world she was going to be born into.
Tori’s due date was April 15th.
Tax day.
Emily joked that our little girl was already going to be stubborn.
Showing up on the most annoying day of the year.
But Tori had other plans.
She decided to arrive two weeks early.
It was 2:00 AM on April 1st.
I was asleep.
My phone rang.
It was Liam.
Panicked.
“Mom! It’s time. Emily’s water broke. We’re heading to the hospital now.”
I was out of bed and dressed in two minutes flat.
Grabbed my bag.
The one I’d packed three weeks earlier just in case.
Drove to the hospital faster than I should have.
Got there just as they were wheeling Emily into the delivery room.
She was breathing hard.
Scared.
But smiling.
I grabbed her hand.
“I’m here, baby. I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere.”
She squeezed my hand so tight I thought she’d break it.
“Mom, it hurts. It hurts so bad.”
“I know, baby. I know. But you’re strong. The strongest person I know. You can do this. I’m right here with you. Every second.”
The next twelve hours were the longest of my life.
But also the most amazing.
I stayed right beside Emily.
Held her hand.
Wiped her forehead.
Talked her through every contraction.
Liam was on her other side.
Just as supportive.
Just as loving.
Finally, at 2:17 PM, the doctor said the words we’d all been waiting for.
“Okay, Emily. One more big push. She’s almost here.”
Emily squeezed both our hands.
Took a deep breath.
Pushed with everything she had.
And then we heard it.
The most beautiful sound in the world.
A baby’s cry.
Loud.
Strong.
Perfect.
The doctor held her up.
Pink.
Screaming.
Ten tiny fingers.
Ten tiny toes.
“It’s a girl!” she said.
“Healthy. Perfect. Seven pounds, two ounces.”
Emily started crying.
Happy tears.
Exhausted tears.
They laid Tori on Emily’s chest.
She stopped crying immediately.
Snuggled into her mom.
Like she knew exactly where she was.
I leaned over.
Kissed Emily’s forehead.
“I’m so proud of you, baby. You did so good.”
She looked up at me.
Smiling through her tears.
“Meet your granddaughter, Mom. Tori Victoria Hart-O’Neill.”
I reached down.
Touched that tiny, soft cheek.
And fell instantly, completely, hopelessly in love.
“Hi, Tori,” I whispered.
“I’m your grandma. And I love you more than anything in the whole world.”
The next few days were a blur of happiness.
My dad came.
Held his great-granddaughter.
Cried like a baby.
Said she looked just like I did when I was born.
Maria brought food.
Held Tori for an hour straight.
Wouldn’t give her back.
Tom and Sarah and Mike all came.
Brought gifts.
Fought over who got to hold her next.
Tori was the center of everyone’s world.
And she loved every second of it.
When we brought her home a week later, the whole neighborhood was there.
Balloons.
Signs.
Casseroles.
Everyone wanted to meet the little girl who’d captured all our hearts.
That first night home, Emily and Liam were exhausted.
I told them to go to sleep.
I’d take the first shift with Tori.
I sat in the rocking chair in the nursery.
Held her in my arms.
She was asleep.
Her tiny hand wrapped around my finger.
I rocked her.
Sang to her.
The same lullabies I’d sung to Emily.
And I thought about everything that had happened.
The phone call.
The hospital.
The Prescotts.
The trial.
All the hard days.
All the tears.
And now this.
This perfect, tiny little life.
Full of promise.
Full of love.
Full of all the good things in the world.
I kissed the top of her head.
“You are so loved, little one,” I whispered.
“Your mom. Your dad. Your great-grandpa. All your aunts and uncles and friends. And me. I will love you forever. And I will always be here. Whenever you need me. Whenever you’re scared. Whenever you need someone to fight for you. I’m right here. Always.”
She stirred in her sleep.
Sighed.
Snuggled closer.
And I knew.
All the fighting.
All the pain.
All the hard work.
It had all been worth it.
Every single second.
Because this right here?
This was what life was all about.
Family.
Love.
And the quiet, perfect happiness of holding the next generation in your arms.
Knowing they were safe.
Knowing they were loved.
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Knowing their future was bright.
And nothing would ever take that away.